Can cheeky little monkeys get wings???
Or will you be the little devilboy,
 whom gets graced with a halo and sings!

I bet your causing havoc, and making everyone laugh,
hope your not getting away with too much, and they make you have a bath,

Because i no you, you'll be running rings,
and you'll be singing chart tunes and they'll be singing hymns! 

So you better be behaving, because i'll find out! 
I'm still your mum you know! so NO messing about xx

love you loads baby xx mummy xx

I love you my darling, with all my heart,  

You took my breath, right from the start 

Be sure to know I love you loads,

It’s not the end of our journey,

Just one of the roads,

Wait for me; guide me to the light,

For you are my angel, in the sky so bright,

I’ll wait for the day you take my hand,

And guide me through the dark, to the Promised Land,

For the footsteps you walked and the path left behind,

Is a path to be followed, and me to find,

For you guided so many, and taught hearts how to love,

But it’s me, who’s lost the most,

Although you’re happy above.

I love you baby, miss you so much xx

No-one feels like me, and no-one understands,

The grief stands between us, separates our hands,

I no your not in your garden, but always by my side,

But it’s somewhere to go and think of you,

And my tears I do not hide,

Our special little place, where time is just for you,

But no-one understands me baby; I just wish they knew,

I still feel like a mum, and im doing something just for you,

Instead of just moving on, and plodding through,

And when im feeling low and I really can’t cope,

I go and see your garden, I have my cry,

And then im filled with hope.

Because one day baby, we’ll be together again, me and mummy’s little boy

Their you used to lie in your hospital bed,

Playstation in your hand, huge smile on your head,

Always used to argue and always used to fight,

But you knew baby the nurses were right,

Their was one little button you loved to press,

It was the one for nurses, who sat at the desk,

To change the game or read you a book,

They walked in the door and you gave them that look,

A cheeky little smile and your silly little giggle,

“we’re trying to do your I.V’S stop trying to wriggle”

Such a funny little boy, the centre of the ward,

Now it’s all quiet baby, and the nurses are bored,

Every time the buzzer goes they think its you,

But you got your angel wings baby, and up you flew!

When a child is born it’s like a star so bright,

But when that child is lent to you, it leaves with the night,

And if your one of the special ones, you’ll be chosen for that child,

You’ll be happy or sad, or even wild,

But you’ve chosen for a reason, and carer is your task,

They’ll bring you joy, happiness and love,

And the pain their smile will mask,

Their like fairies, pixies and angels, like a fantasy,

But these little children are here, as real as can be.

They have pain, suffering and illness, but this you never see,

But only love, happiness and giggling with glee,

So on your borrowed time, love is what you’ll feel the most,

And when that light goes out, what you’re left with is not a ghost,

But a darling little angel, and a star brighter than most.

So take you’re thoughts and memories, and cherish them with love,

Because you’re darling babies are angels, flying high, up above.

Just one more touch

Please god, just one more touch,

A smell of his hair or a kiss on the cheek,

Please god just let me here him speak,

Just three little words, do I ask too much?

Please god just let him call my name,

To play the playstation or change the game,

Please god, just one little hug,

The tiniest little cuddle, lighter than a bug,

Please god am I asking too much,

Please, I beg you, just one more touch.

I just don’t understand how you can be here one minute,

And then gone so quick.

I understand you suffered, and I understand you were sick,

But my world is so empty now, and lost is how I feel,

And it’s by your bedside that I cry as I kneel,

Your things are untouched and your rooms still the same,

And every time it’s quiet, I hope you’ll call my name.

Because it was a mum that you made me, and a mum that I am.

It was something more than just love that we shared,

But a life and two souls, magically paired.

When you left, I lost your half,

But you left me with memories and you taught me to laugh.

Your life to me was a gift of love, and something ill treasure forever, As you smile, and look after me from heaven above.

You were such a big character,

In a body unable to grow,

You touched the hearts of many,

And made the laughter flow,

with your spiky hair and glasses,

such a cute little kid,

but the pain and suffering,

was something your smile hid.

When your legs stopped working,

It was wheels that you had,

And me you loved the most,

Because I was your mum, and your dad.

I had kisses and cuddles galore,

But me being greedy, I still wanted more,

I never thought id lose you,

Because you’ve been that sick before,

But your dear little body just couldn’t take no more,

You made me the person I am,

And you made my heart whole,

You done your task, you got your wings, and you left your sole,

So here I am today baby, to say goodbye,

And to tell you I love you loads,

And to tell you this isn’t the end of our journey,

But just one of the roads.

Love you baby…xxxx