Ollie The Little Angelxx  / Maxine Dark (nans,Friend)
ollie may All the Angels keep you safe ,
        godbless<> Sweetdreams
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Olivers tribute  / Shelley O'Halloran
Hi Kim,

I've just read this beautiful tribute to Oliver. He was a beautiful little boy and reminds me of Kezia the way he never gave up fighting. 

I pray that you will find peace one day and your tears wont be as painful as they are now.

I'm writing this and wishing I was still in the hospital with you and poppy and my beautiful baby kezia, laughing and joking, but sadly god had other plans for her and i will never know why.

Olivers memory will live on forever.

All my love

Shelley xxxx

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Oliver / Gail Mom Crystal Earnhart (^l^ friend )

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loving you with all my heart baby x  / Kim Hughes (mummy, an best friend ever! )
hey lil man, been a long tinme since i could write to you as iv been in hosp, just popped home for a bit.

i miss you so much, it seems such a long time since you were here, yet i can remember everything like yesterday. i wish i could just hug you one last time, to have your tiny little arms wrapped around my neck like you used to, giving me big hugs. i miss you with all my heart, i cant believe a year has gone by somewhere, an in that year i have no nice memories, nothing to talk about. only one thing now keeping me going an thats our little poppy, the little miracle angel you sent down too me, i know your looking after her as shes doing so well in intensive care, she can even breathe alone now! i look at her sometimes an its almost like your staring back at me, an when i hug her close i think of you aswell so im hugging her for the both of you an i know you know that.

the pain of losing you baby hasnt changed, it hasnt eased like people say, an my tears are full of sadness, and that awful ache hasnt changed, the sheer greif of losing hasnt lifted yet, i just no il never get over losing you, you were everything to me baby, my life.

i wish everyday for you to come back, to see you again an have that life back. but now a year down the line you still havent returned, deep down i know you cant but i cant  accept that at all.

i miss you so much, i cant even describe the feeling, im crying again now as i write this, it makes me feel so ill, an its hard for others to understand, they still say it'l get better, but it wont it'll jus look like its gettin better as i get better at hiding my pain an true feelings, but inside ionly i an you no my pain, an any other mother who has lost her baby too.

this time last year you were so sick, we were laying in bed in hosp an reading books, an we made a little model of a bear from clay, this year i sit beside little poppys bed in i.c.u, an yet i neve could have known you would be gone this year an she would be here. no-1 will ever replace you, what we had was special, you'll always be my baby boy. 

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Sorry...

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To Ollie and his Mummy...  / Emma (Visitor to this site... )

Dearest Ollie...

Carrying on twinkling in the sky little man...you were so brave and fought so hard...give your Mummy strenght to pull through...she needs you now more then ever.

R.I.P Ollie...gone but not forgotten.

Dearest Kim....

Please can I take this time to say that you sound so alone...I am 24 myself and could never imagine the pain of losing a child. It is any Mums worst nightmare.

It may sound like a cliche hearing total strangers say...stay strong...time is a great healer. So I won't say those things. 

However, I will say that from what I have read you seem like an exceptional person...Mum, daughter, friend... I sincerely hope that you have a good support network around you.

I am glad that Ollie had such a great Mummy and caring family. 

I have included my email address. If there is anything I may do to support your cause please email me. I have done some work for CRY...a charity close to my heart. (I lost my Dad to a sudden heart disease that was never detected). I realise that raising awareness and funds is all important from preventing anyone else going through such pain.

Best wishes,

Emma

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one whole year just gone i miss u so much it hurtsxxxxx  / Nannyxx Hughes (his nannyxx )

my beautiful oliver a whole year nearly gone and not one day goes past that i dont look at your photo and wish it was a horrible dream but then i no its not a dream you have gone but it dont stop me loving you does it cause i do and i will for ever swwetheart one day we will run together through those fields you now play in and you can show me all the things you been doing i look forward to that day to be with you again but untill that day baby i will think of you every day till i do we all love you and miss you so very very much stay close ollie love you forever Nannyxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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A chocolate Heart  / Ellen (elly) (nana's mm friend )
Darling Ollie and family thinking of youall and your lovely Poppy I requested this and it was made by a Loving mom on this site named Quinn.. Hope you like it xxxxx 

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Beautifully Little Ollie  / Carole Lauderdale (no relation (tcf member) )
I got to know about Ollie on tcf and although there are so many lovely children on the tcf forum for some reason I was always drawn to ollie's photo, my heart always went out to him in a way that was a little different from the others, when talking to my family members about tcf I would often mention that there was a special little boy that always pulled on my heartstrings named Ollie. I have wanted to visit Ollie's memorial site for some time now but knew I would find it particularly heartbreaking to read about him, but here I am and I think I now understand the reason Ollie has been so special to me, I also lost my lovely son, Gary who was 17 and a Chelsea footbal supporter, Gary from a baby had all the Chelsea kit as did Ollie and now I have read about Ollie I think it has been my Gary saying to me "Mum this little boy is special" and he truly is.  I know my Gary will be taking care of little Ollie and taking care of him as he would have his own son Alfie if he had been still with us, Gary loved babies and young children, he had so much patience with little ones so God bless Ollie and keep my Gary on his toes, he will love having a team mate with him to kick the ball around.  All my love - Carole-Garys Mum xxxx Close

what an angel  / Angie (no relation )
Ollie was truely a beautiful little boy.  You can see the light in his eyes. I am glad I found your website so I could learn about this wonderful little soul. It was an accident that I found it, I was looking up information on e.coli because I have twin preemies and one of them is sick with e.coli.  They were born and 29 weeks and are now 35 weeks gestational age.  I'm so scared.  I feel the pain you went through when Ollie was in the NICU.  I know you have went through much more than I have.  I think your story is very heartwarming because of his bravery and his spirit.  You are such a good mommy!!  I hope that I get to bring my girls home and atleast share some time with them.  I know with preemies lifelong problems are possible, and I don't want my angels to suffer.  I love them so much, as you do Ollie.  Children are truely the best thing that can happen to people like us who appreciate every moment we have with them.  God bless you, Angie.  Please pray for Ashleigh and Savannah...God bless Ollie. Close

I was moved by your loss  / Mark Hutchison (No relation )
Im a student from warrington, studying nursing at the university of chester and i was studying parts of the brain, when i accidently come across your website. Can i say i am moved from what you have done here for little oliver hughes. It has moved me deeply and emotionally and people will never forget his memory. 

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my oliver my grandson i miss you more than words can sayxxxxxxx  / Olivers Nannyxxx My Precious Oliverxx (his only Nanny )
my precious oliver you will always be that to me because i love you and miss you so very much although i no you are in spirit now i still miss the kisses and cuddles with you its not the same
 and wow poppy is here with us but you have already met her before us didnt you you picked her special for us
 and we love you for that
you will watch her grow up and be beside her through her journey through life you will make that journey so much more easy for her the love you have brought to us is so precious to us we will look after her for you and your mum the light shines again for her i can see it she wont ever forget you baby but she will cope so much better as she is a mum again someone to love again and poppy will love her so much thankyou oliver for our lovely poppy for giving us the gift of love i will see you again one day so keep my seat warm and when i do we will play like we used to do
laugh again together and never be parted again till then my oliverkeep near me i love you forever babyxxxxx love NANNYxxxx Close

A Poem  / Jacqui Friend Of Nan's
Our loved ones seem so far away
But really they are near
I know we can not see them
But I am sure that they can hear

That little sign from them above
Are their ways to show
That they are really thinking of you
And wanted you to know

So treasure all the signs you get
And keep them close to your heart
Cause as time passes by each day
It shows you're not apart

The love that you feel for them
Is the love that they feel for you
And what upsets them most of all
Is knowing that your blue

So lift that little head of yours
And give a great big smile
And we can always hope one day
That they will stay a little while

God bless you Little Oliver and family xxxxxxx

Love and light always xxxxxxxxx



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Sending my love  / Val Allan'sMum (TCF)
I cry for little Ollie and for Kim every time I visit here, such a beautiful boy and such a loving heart-broken Mum.  Ollie is so much like my Allan when he was a little boy, both in looks and in temperament....just beautiful.
And today I've seen pictures of Ollies gorgeous little sister Poppy, so tiny but a little fighter just like her big bro'.
Sending my love Kim, and wishing you and Poppy all the strength you need, and a big (((((HUG)))))
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Baby Poppy  / Louise (TCF) Angel Louis' Mummy
Hi Kim, just wanted to say I'm thinking of you, Ollie and Poppy, and sending you lots of hugs.  I hope Poppy grows stronger each day and is soon home with you.  Can't wait to see your second beautiful baby.

Congratulations to Ollie, now a big brother to baby Poppy.

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11 Months have gone by baby, missin you with all my heart x  / Olivers Mummy Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (love you with all my heart )
hey lil man, youv been gone 11 months today, an you know what? i dont know what iv done without you in those 11 months, i dont know who i am anymore, i used to be kim, your mum, i used to have loads of confidence, an always looked smart, we was always busy doing something. but now, im nobody, nothing, i do nothing , an i go nowhere. im alone everyday, i wake up alone, i go to bed alone,i go shopping alone, and all the things we used to do i dont do anymore, no swimming, cinema,chinese, nothing!

you were my whole life ollie, an i love an miss you so much.

all i want is to hold yo agin, an have a cuddle, to lay on the sofa an watch dvd's like we used too, even though it was normaly power rangers or some disney film, even turtles which i hated, but used to watch with you.

i wana kiss you goodnight again, an change your nappies, do your machines, push you in your little wheelchair. i just want you back, an our life together.

i love you with all my heart ollie, i will never accept your gone because its so unbelievable, so unreal, its not something that i ever thought was possible for me or for you even. i know you was so isck, but you had always been so sick ollie, i geuss we just got used to it, but now your gone, and its eating away at me baby.

i feel so ill, im so sick of pretending that im fine, saying "yeah im ok" when im just not! an i never will be while your not here by my side, you were my life, my best friend, you were my other half, you were what made me the kim i am, an i just want you back. is that too much too ask? why were you taken? il never understand that if thier is a god somewhere, then why do innocent people suffer, why did a child have to die? 

baby, i love you with all my heart, an th eonly thing i want from this life is to have you back init, i love you with all my heart ollie. an ill never forget you. 

love n hugs forever, my lil chelsea boy , luv you lots mummy xx


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merry xmas lil man x  / Mummy Luv You With All My Heart X.

mery xmas ollie.

woke up this morning to nothing,no you laughing, giggling and opening presents, just nothing, wouldnt even no its xmas. i feel lost, empty, numb even. i cant believe you rnot here, i never dreamt this could happen to us ollie, never dreamt we'd be apart ever, let alone foreva. if i could be granted one wish it would be you. i just want you.

everywhere people say happy xmas, but for people like us its not happy is it, but a sad tiem of missing an hurt.

i love you with all my heart baby, i dream an wish for the day your with again, to feel your little arms around my kneck hugging me tight again, say i luv you mummy. id give anything to have that again.
             love you forever
i love oliver. forever your mummy xxxx

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Happy Christmas Oliver  / Faye
Hi Ollie miss you so much christmas is here again but somehow its not the same this year it feels like forever since i last see you its been nearly a year now and its amazing how quick that year has gone but so strange how it feels like an eternity.
Not a day goes by when i don't think of you but i no your always close and i have my picture up in my new house as well to look at.Watch over mummy and every one else we all miss you so much. 

Happy Christmas Oliver.

Love you forever
Faye
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My love to Kim and Ollie this christmas  / Georgina/tcf/Holly Clarke Mum (Friend)

I will be thinking of you both as the Holidays approach xx



Ollie i know you will be having a magical christmas up above, but keep a extra watch on your mummy, she loves and missies you so much
xxx.

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