Ollie and Mummy xx  / Georgina-Hollys Mum (Friend)

Hi Kim,
Thinking of you Ollie and little Poppy
Hugs
Georgina
xx

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Condolences / Elizabeth Wyatt
I was so moved to read of Oliver's life, his many achievements and the tug he placed on so many hearts. I am so sorry for your loss.
Memories of him will always stay with those he touched. 
Take care

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19months too long.......miss you so much xxxx  / Kim Hughes (MUMMY......4eva xx )
Hello bubs...realy missing you, its been 19months an too this day i cant believe that you could be gone oliver. it dosnt seem possible. i miss you so much, i long for the day we'r together. your missing out on little poppy, im sure your around though, she was giggling her head off in the car the other day, but i geuss you know coz it was you making her laugh i know! shes been a lil moo today, or a whingey woo we call her. she like swimming just like you, an slides about the bath just like you did, i wish you were here. i wonder if youd be big now, or still tiny. i saw your freind harry from school, he was form gosh with you too, hes still here ollie, an hes got bigger too! everyone thought he'd not make it, but it was you who didnt, my baby boy who had too go.they say that the angels take the best an you are the best, but still, it was me who needed you more, please look after your sis + baby, keep them safe ollie. your our angel now bubs, i geuss the best i can do is just love you an keep you alive in my heart forever, until i hold you in my arms an kiss you an hug you. an i just cant wait for that day, but it will come ollie, when its our time, an i will never, never, never let you go, an i promise you that with all my heart.

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what a little man!  / Jill Sands (freind of grandaparents )

jumping about....this way and that
chatting and gabbing...
tipping your hat,
an energy so vibrant...it lights up a room
not ever moaning...
no doom or gloom,
telling the grown ups "it'll be ok"
no need to worry....
its fine you would say,
what a fine little man...you did become
making everyone proud....
especially your mum,
putting a smile...upon everyones face...
so hard to keep up....
with your energetic pace,
a little "old soul".....been here before
wise beyond your years....
even at four!,
the lessons you taught...the good that you did
the love that you gave....
what a special little kid,
so ollie pops....i just wanted to say
im hounered to have "known you".....
in every way,
keep projecting your energy....filled with such fun
watch over your family....
especially poppy and mum......

(((((ollie))))) its taken me a while to do a little poem for you, as no words ever seeed to be enough, i do feel like i know you, through your nana,grandad & your beautiful site that your lovley mummy did for you....keep on keeping everyone strong ollie.....your mummy & poppy need your positivity.....
bye bye for now little man....Jill & Chenille xXx

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Ollie's Family  / Jill &. Chenille Sands (friend)

Ollie!
wow..boy do you capture hearts ;o)....your strength,hmmm well i wonder were you got that from? LOL
so sweety i did'nt know you, but your nanny....well lets just say over a very difficult time she has helped me...but i think you have been helping them all,your sister is sooooo adorable & chenille my daughter is so in love with her.
i know you have been to my house on more than one occasion hehe! ( i even have the proof on camera) bouncing about like tigger...your energy is breathtaking, so vibrant!
you have a beautiful family Ollie...and i pray that they all continue to draw strength from you ( you certainly had enough to strength and determination to share) anyway... i just wanted to thankyou little man for the lovley family you have...they certainly have helped me..with the help of you!
kisses to you sweety..bye for now...Jill & Chenille xxxxxx

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I just miss you so much baby xxxx  / Kim Hughes (MUMMY XXXX )
hey my little man, mummys missing you so much, more than ever, i just dont know how much longer i can be without you,i thought with time, it would ease, or id be able to cope, but its so tiring, pretending taht im fine, that im coping, when all i can do is think of you bubs, i struggle all day not too cry if anyones around, i cant get your face out of my head, i cant look at your pics on the wall, coz you should be here, here with me, i miss you hugs so much, your smile, your giggles, everything, i miss you so much my baby.

how the hell have i got 18months without you, i just dont know, i want to be with you so much ollie, i jsut want you here. to this da its just not getting easier. it hurts so much, it realy hurts. your pics make me miss you all the more, you look so alive in them, like i could almost touch you, but i cant , i just cant. 

i wish i knew why you had to go, why you were taken from me, when all i ever did was love you, more than anything.

i could never even begin to describe my pain, my hurt, its totaly unbearable, an i just dont know what else to do anymore.

summer time now, again , another summer without you, you would have been swimming loads by now, out for days, too the zoo an beach, i just feel your missing out on so much, we had so much more to do, so much love to  give an yet your just gone.

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Hello Ollie  / Autumn (Friend of nan )

Hi there Ollie, 
Heard all about you from your nan, what a little beauty you are sweetheart. You have touched many with your beautiful spirit. I know your nan loves you so very much as she tells me about you often. I enjoy our chats about you, they always make me smile. Hopy you are well now in your new home, and I hope they let you play the playstation. You are an inspiration to us all, and your smile lives on in the hearts & memories of all those whos lives you touched. You are one very special little boy, and I for one am so glad that I now know your brave story. Keep that magical smile shining sweetheart.

From Autumn

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THINKING OF YOU  / Lucy Taylor

Hi kim - its lucy from bliss - your site is beautiful - i am in tears here. x x x x x

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Thinking of you  / Faye
hello ollie sorry haven't said hi in a while i went up to your memorial garden the other day did you like your hedgehog i will take you another prese nt up next time i go love you always ollie its feels like jus yesterday that i see you but still seems such along time since i see you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close

17 Months now, missing you with all my heart x  / KIM Hughes (MUMMY!!!!!)
hey lil man, unbelievable how long you'v been gone now,  nearly 1 an half yrs!! how the hell have i managed ll this time without you? feels like forever, but you know it feels like it was just yesterday, the pain is still so raw bubs.

i actualy feel like im going mad somedays, like i just think how eveyrone around is juts normal, carry on withier everyday life, me too, i still have to get up, wash , cook, eat, clean etc......and you? your gone too heaven....it all juts dosnt seem real! or possible even!

i just want you to know i love you with all my heart, and always will, your always going to be mummys little baby! missing you forever and forever your mummy xxxxxxxxx

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16 months now bubs xx  / KIM (MUMMY)
hey lil man......i cant believe that 16months have gone since i saw you. how can time just go like that, how have i manged to get through this time? not one day goes past where your names not mentioned, i talk about you all the time, as much as i can to anyone who'l listen. its my way of keeping you with me, in my heart forever.

im not sure how iv manged to cope without you, i geuss im stronger than i thought ah bubs, what i realy wanna do is lay down an cry an never get up again. i just wana be able to hold you in my arms an squeeze you tight. 

poppys great, shes just like you ollie, another little fighter, shes def got a bit of you in her.....an looks just like you with her tube. you could be twins your so alike. its hard watching her suffer like you, if wer here i know you'd be so sad, as you'd no just how poorly she feels sometimes. life just isnt fair ah? 

i wish so much you wer here to see her, youd love her to bits, just like i love you. we went on our 1st holiday recently without you, it was very hard bubs, w had some funny moments that no doubt you were looking down an aughing at us, as we were towed 150 miles to scotland on a tow truck!! just wish you could of been thier, nothing is ever gonna be the same without you. im trying realy hard to give poppy a life as good as yours bubs, but without you now, nothing seems fun, i just smile an laugh, but i get so moody as inside my heart is just breaking, its tiring pretending to be so happy all the time. i went to visit you on sunday with your new windmills, an it broke my heart, i dont want be visiting your garden, i want to be visiting you bubs, i want you to be holding my hand an laughing an playing like we used too.

i cant even describe the pain that lies in my chest, the sheer loss is like having a bullet in my chest. i have just half a heart now, i lost my best bit when you became a little angel.

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To Oliver  / Mick Silos (Friend of Kim )
I never knew you, but have heard all about you, you sounded like a right little character.  Having met your mum, I can tell you were a very special boy, who brought a lot of joy to all who knew you.  I wish I could have met you, but it wasn't to be.  My family think of you a lot ever since we first learned about you, and we always will. Close

Just wanted to say....  / Jane Morgan (BLISS friend )
I've only just read about Oliver on BLISS angels forum and wanted to say how brave and inspiring he was and still is.  

I wish I could put more but words are failing me at the moment - I have a poorly boy too (for different reasons) and from the description, he and Oliver have had similar experiences.  My heart goes out to you and your family Kim, I can truly understand all you have gone through.

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Thinking of you all xx  / Georgina -. Tcf (Friend)

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I miss you so much oliver, its never ending baby xxxx  / Kim Hughes (MUMMY!!!!!)
hello my little man, you know its been  15 months since i saw your little face smiling at me, since i touched your hair, heard your voice. this pain is just never ending bub's, it just dosnt seem to ease, not even slightly. i cry every day! i sat and sobbed til 3am, all i want is to have you back. i miss you so much, i cant even explain it to you bubs, dont even know if thier could ever be any words enough to explain how much i love an miss you.

it breaks my heart to know im not gonna hold you agin, all i want is a hug, i cant believ that you be gone, i want to believ so much you'l come back one day. i need you so muc, i feel so miserable all the time, i just wanna be happy like i used to be, i smile an laugh an try to be happy for others, but realy inside all i can think about is you. im never gona get over this, im never gona be who i were, unless yor here with me. i torture myself sometimes, just thinking about how it would be if you magicly came back, how many kisses an cuddles id give you, id never wana let you go. i just miss you so much ollie.

love you with all my heart.........an so much more.

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Footprints / Sue Silos (a friend too late )

I am not a religious person Kim, but I hold this close to my heart.

FOOTPRINTS
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walkng along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonged to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life,

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord you said that once I decided to follow you, you`d walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don`t understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints.....it was then that I carried you.


FOR KIMI

If tears could build a stairway to heaven,
And memories build a lane,
I`d walk all the way to the pearly gates,
And bring him home again.

Luv Sue...one mother to another.xxxxxxx

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15 months have gone by now x  / Kim Hughes (mummy xxx )
youv been gone 15 months now ollie, an i still feel the same, iv cryed all day today, i miss you so much, apparently im supposed to jus get on with it now, but i cant, i miss you with all my heart, you are my son, my little baby boy, and i just cant move on, i just you back.

i just feel like lying in my bed an not gettin up, im tired now, tired of pretending an smiling for other peoples sakes. 

i cant believe your gone, i cant believe your not coming back, i just want you too know baby that il never forget you an im just living for the day your in my arms again , an i can be your mummy again.

i love you with all my heart bubs .

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Dear little Ollie.....  / Shelley O'Halloran (Mums Friend )

Dear little  Ollie,

I never knew you
But I thought I did
You see, your mums love for you
It's something she's never hid

She speaks about you ollie
All of the time
Her love for you is never ending
Your her angel that will always shine

She tells me funny stories
About your cheeky little way
Such a cute little boy
I know how much she wished you could stay

Your cute cheeky face
Spikey blonde hair
Little glasses on your nose
And a spirit so fair

A beautiful boy 
Lent not given
For his mum to love on earth
And rest his head in heaven

Her heart still yearns for you Ollie
As the months pass by
She never forgets you Ollie
And I know she does cry

I see the pain in her eyes 
I just want to take it away
You see Ollie, I know how mummy feels
My daughter Kez, she also couldn't stay

Kezia was beautiful
Now she's gone I feel so sad
Three weeks of pure love with her 
Was all I ever had

I know your together Ollie
You and little Kezia, holding hands
Playing at heavens beach together
Running your fingers through the sand

Look after her sweet Ollie
Her brother misses her lots
Be the brother to her that Kai would have been
She will be a little sister to you, just like Pops

Play happily together
In the kingdom of love
No more sadness, no more pain
In the heavens above

Your mum and I
We share the pain, the sadness and the tears
For the lost moments with our children
That comes with all the years

I promise I will be there Ollie
To comfort your mum when times are bad
I promise I will be there for her
When she is feeling her most sad

But Ollie
I know our sadness will never truly go
My last words that I will say to you
Will hopefully let you know....

Our children are truly beautiful
The best of the lot
And that is why our tears
Will never, ever stop

Kim, just wanted to tell you that I'm always thinking about you, Ollie and Poppy. 

Shelley xxxxxx
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Angels / Christian Kidd (none)
Children are born with wings
Wings unseen until God calls their name
Wings just as white as they can be
And when death comes upon them
They are taken to a place
Where flowers will forever bloom
There is no tears
No sadness
Just happy faces 
Filled with love and laughter
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