never met u but always in my heart  / Michelle Stevenson (yrs and mommys cousin )
even though i never met i had hered so much about u every where u had been who u had seen wow u must of had the most wonderful time then i was told u had u was very ill but i never thought u would leave without even saying hello but i know in my heart u did i have yr photo on top of my stero as dat is my pride and joy wen ne 1 come in the room ur the 1st smile they c plus wen i watch a chelsea match i turn yr pic to the screen yr smile is always there and always will be with all my love and hugs yr cousin chel xxxxxx Close

LIFEWILL NEVER BE THE SAME  / NANNY

 I MISS U MORE AND MORE EACH DAY OLIVER THE SUN DONT SHINE AS IT DID THE MOON DONT GLO AS IT DID THE STARS DONT SPARKLE AS THEY DID AND WHY I WONDER WHY DONT THEY THEN I REALISE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT HERE OLIVER  I NO 2 YEARS HAVE GONE BUT THAT FEELING I HAD ON THE 27TH JAN2006 WILL NEVER GO THE LOSS OF YOUR LOVELY FACE YOUR SMILE YOUR LAUGHTER THAT SOUND HAS GONE I ONLY HAVE IT IN MY HEART AND THERE IT WILL STAY  TILL WE  MEET  AGAIN,

 YES IVE SEEN YOU AND SPOKE TO YOU BUT ITS NOT THE SAME OLIVER THE CUDDLES THE KISSES NIGHT NIGHT ITS NOT THE SAME I ONLY NO THAT ONE DAY YOU WILL MEET ME AND THEN YOU CAN SHOW ME ALL YOU HAVE BEEN DOING, IT MAY BE A WHILE YET IT MAY NOT BUT I NO WHEN ITS MY TIME I WONT BE SCARED BECAUSE YOU WILL BE THERE TO TAKE MY HAND AND SHOW ME THE WAY TO GO UNTILL THAT DAY OLIVER I HAVE TO WAIT BE PATIENT IT WILL COME , I MISS YOU MORE THAN THE WORDS I WRITE TO YOU  MY HEART IS FULL WITH SADNESS I NO WE HAVE POPPY AND CORAL AND THEY ARE THE BESTEST LITTLE GIRLS AND SO PRETTY BUT WHAT ID GIVE TO SEE YOU AGAIN IF I COULD SWAP PLACES WITH YOU I WOULD , BUT THEY WONT LET MESTAY CLOSE TO MUMMMY GRANDAD POPPY CORAL AND SCOTT KEEP THEM ALL SAFE LOVE YOU FOR EVER OLIVE MY LOVELY GRANDSONXXXXXXXXXXXXXNITE NITE GODBLESSXXXXXXXXXXX

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Hey Ollie  / Kelly (Staff at Buttons Nursery )
Hi Ollie I bet you thought we'd forgotten about you didn't you?! Well i don't think theres any chance of that! I was just checking to see how your mum is and of course your little sisters. You are always in our thoughts. Keep putting a smile on everyones face Ollie, I'm sure you make heaven a happier place. Kellyxxxx Close

miss you so much lil man, x  / Mummy

hey ollie, been finding it realy hard lately, it just dosnt seem to get easier, iv not had 5 mins or internet access to come on your site, an i hate it, bit none of that matters anyway realy because you should be here with me, i shouldnt have to right letters to heaven, its so unfair. i think about you all the time, cant believe your 7 yrs old now!! 7 is so big! i wonder what your doing an what you look like now, an i wonder how you would have looked here, if you might even be tall now!! you always wanted to be big. i feel like every little thing is making me cry now, if someone says you ok? i say yep fine, but actualy i want to cry an sometimes the tears do juts roll, i cant hold them in, but after 2 seconds i wipe them away an pretend im fine again. if it werent for your lil sisters i juts couldnt carry on, but i lost you an know how that feels, it hurts so bad, so i wouldnt want them to grow up without me and always hurting an pretending to be happy. so i cant juts leave them behind.

i wish everyday that i could go back to our last year together an juts do it again, have that year again, we had so much fun on holidays etc. i always think of your big bear hugs you used to give me! such a tight squeeze. god ollie i juts wish you were here.

another birthday gone now, another birthday in heaven.

i have never stopped missing an i never will ollie. i love you more each day just as i did when you was here.

love you baby, mummy x x x x  

 

 

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little ollie  / Maxine Dark (nannys friend )
Darlin little Man Two yrs today sweet little man just to say 
your forever more be the biggest star above the clouds

your always on our minds
for every day that pass
your memory brings a smile 
As we cover up our mask
So Loved and sadly missed
from them who love you more
for your the little ollie the one
who we so   ADORE
Two years have pass with out you
such pain withinn our hearts
we hold you close to us
not a second apart
Godbless you little ollie let the
Angels look over you
keeping you in the light
to shine on with all the stars
but your always shine so bright
Thinking of you ollie darlin xxxxxgodbless goodnightxxx



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i miss you more each day my oliver  / EILEEN Hughes (his nanny )

its 2 years today and not one day goes by i dont cry not one it dont get any better it gets harder because when you cant see your litte grandson like we used to it hurts the missing just goes on and i no we canot chage it i no that but i just wish i could see him one more time just one more time is all i ask i know he watches us in everything we do as im a spiritualist so i get many messages from oliver but not to touch him is unbareable it really is he touched so many people taught us so much his loss goes so very deep to us he was our shining light its gone out now it wont light again not his light  god i miss him so very much the tears just flow and flow it wont stop i no i shall meeet him again one day but that could be along way off unless it my time i love you so very much oliver our life feels so very empty with out you our special little man love you forever oliver Nannyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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In loving memory of Oliver Hughes xx  / Georgie-Hollys Mum Tcf

Kim thinking of you and Oliver today and always
Georgie
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with love xx  / Julie,fiona,kirstie &courtney Short (friend)

 hey lil man cant belive 2 yrs have just flown by so quick and so much has changed.were always thinking of u and wondering what ur getting up to.keep watching over mummy and ur lil sisters.always in out thoughts ollie miss you xxx love julie,fiona,kirstie and courtney xxxxx [kiss]

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christmas again x  / Kim Hughes (mummy xxxxxxx )
hey ollie, another xmas gone by without you baby, miss you so much, cant believe another yrs gone by again. hope you liked your garden, and your chelsea presents. love you loads ollie, mummy xx Close

Happy christmas lil man - 2007 xx  / Georgina-Hollys Mum

Dear Olllie wishing you a fab christmas, im sure your get loads of gifts, sending hugs xx.

Kim and Poppy sending you both love and hugs as another christmas approaches,
Love
Georgina
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hey lil man x x  / Kim Hughes (MUMMY X X X X )
hey ollie, well me an pops got you a christmas tree, but couldnt get any blue baubles, so sorry bubs no chelsea tree, but we got you a multi coloured funky one! we'r going to decorate it today an take it up to you! then we'r gonna go to the demelza house xmas service for you! hate these things, thier lovely but so sad, makes me so upset, miss you so much, wish you were here baby. i know your gonna look after poppy on tues when she has her op coz your a big boy now, and your special so you can keep her safe. cant believ it'll be my 2nd christmas without you, its so hard ollie, im dreading every minute of it! to this day i still can not believ it happend.i cant believ you have actualy gone, i just dont understand it! i miss you so much bubs love mummy x x x x Close

missing you loads x  / Mummy Xxx
hey ollie baby, missing you so much, not sure why people say it gets easier with time, for me iv found its harder, christmas is a very hard time of year without you lil man, all i can do is thin about our last xmas, which you were in hospital for, so poorly just before you passed. wish our last xmas could have been better, or that you were here right now.  just miss you so much, last year i didnt have to do xmas,i didnt put card up, didnt put your tree up, cant even remember if i sent cards or not, this year i have too for poppy, an its so hard ollie. just wish you were here.

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my lovely grandson oliverxx  / Eileen Hughes (his nannyxx )
another christmas with out you oliver another year nearly gone and we mss you more every day we dont see you i no life goes on it has to you no this we no this but life with out you oliver is not the same now our whole life has changed it wont never be the same again the bright lightthe shone when you were here is no more not for me anyway that light will only shine again the day we meet and we will oliver im not that young any more so i dont have to wait that long and then we can make up for the time we lost here and you can show me all the things you been doing im sure you have lots to show me and will take a life time to see so i look forward to that oliver being together again but while im still here on earth i have to carry on intill its my time to be with you i hope its not to long as im sure where you are is much nicer than here i miss you every day oliver and another christmas is here soon i just hope its over very quickly as i dont like christmas any more not with out you  , you were always with us and we had some great times didnt we so see you soon oliver be good wont you and come see me soon i no you watch us bye my lovely grabndsonxxxx Close

I share...............-.  / Mike Iwaskiw (None)
I have read all the site and I am very moved by it,I have said a little prayer for Oliver on this,his special day,the day that he is all made up for and laughing as only a very happy child can. My family have had our own losses so I know what you are feeling,God bless you all.
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Happy Halloween Olllie (2007)  / Georgina-Holly Clarke Mum

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happy halloween oliver x  / Mummy Xxxx
hey ollie, halloween again, another without you, hope you like your garden, we'r going up today to take you 2 real pumpkins! realy missing you little man, still dont understand why your not here, its just so unfair, i miss you with all my heart, cant believe 21months have gone by baby. i still sit here wishing an begging for god too send you back, to wake me up from this nightmare and say its all fine, your not gone, but deep down i know that will never happen i geuss. i just wait for the day that i see you again, im hoping an praying that it is true an one day i realy will get one of your big hugs agin. love you so much ollie, miss you more each day , your mummy xxx Close

Your ollie is an Inspiration to us all  / Mark Larden

Hi kim my Name is Mark Larden i am 21 years old and from  Killamarsh Derbyshire  as you might know i lost my twin sons kieran and Joel this month so i no how it feels to lose a child or children in my case.

I just Read your story about your son Ollie and i would just like to take the time to say The way your lad Fought it is Inspirational to me i can tell by your story you are so very proud of him and quite rightly so it is a very touching story you have told and it had me in tears you should be proud of yourself as well for writing such a touching tribute to your son  it is wonderful.

Stay strong kim and take care 

Mark xx

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Your ollie is an Inspiration to us all  / Mark Larden

Hi kim my Name is Mark Larden i am 21 years old and from  Killamarsh Derbyshire  as you might know i lost my twin sons kieran and Joel this month so i no how it feels to lose a child or children in my case.

I just Read your story about your son Ollie and i would just like to take the time to say The way your lad Fought it is Inspirational to me i can tell by your story you are so very proud of him and quite rightly so it is a very touching story you have told and it had me in tears you should be proud of yourself as well for writing such a touching tribute to your son  it is wonderful.

Stay strong kim and take care 

Mark xx

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20months and missing you more!  / Kim Hughes (MUMMY xx )
hey little man.......still missing you so much baby. 20months now have gone by, an the pain is still the same, dont know who said it gets easier, because it dosnt bubs. i know your always around me, but it just hurts, i want too hold you , see you. 

christmas is nearly here again , this is you second in heaven now, its awful without you an just not he same darling, it never will be because xmas was special too us wasnt it. gonna get you a new chelsea ball this year baby!! i know you'll love it, hopefuly i can get you a shiney one this time!!

we'r moving house again soon, this wil be the fourth one iv lived in since youv been gone, geuss i cant settle these days, chasing hapines i geuss, but that'll never come not without you!

i promise il put the xmas tree up this yr bubs, i just couldnt last yr, but i know its you tree, you picked everything, all in your fave chelsea blue colours! those fluffy balls and stars that grandad used too laugh about coz you picked them!

love you with all my hear  baby, sta close! 

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